Well, this has been the worst Christmas ever. 2009 really had to majorly suck all the way, didn't it? Worst year of my life, worst end of the year. I am so tired of being used as a punching ball for other people's weaknesses. What is it in me, I wonder?
Anyway, enough whining. My sister did deliver a beautiful healthy boy, two weeks early. I'm just very sad that I won't get to meet him for a long time, due to the aforementioned events that caused me to get back home earlier than planned. But I am so very glad both of them are doing quite fine, and thankful for our numerous phone calls and for the pictures she sends me.
I'll be silent for a while. Please do not feel hurt if I don't answer emails, etc. What I'm feeling is beyond words and I really don't feel like talking.
Happy New Year, everyone. Here's to a much better 2010! (as for me, there's no question about it - I won't let it be any other way!)
Anyway, enough whining. My sister did deliver a beautiful healthy boy, two weeks early. I'm just very sad that I won't get to meet him for a long time, due to the aforementioned events that caused me to get back home earlier than planned. But I am so very glad both of them are doing quite fine, and thankful for our numerous phone calls and for the pictures she sends me.
I'll be silent for a while. Please do not feel hurt if I don't answer emails, etc. What I'm feeling is beyond words and I really don't feel like talking.
Happy New Year, everyone. Here's to a much better 2010! (as for me, there's no question about it - I won't let it be any other way!)
